I need a strenght..

hello there.. i'am sorry with myself because i promise that i wil write from the first day of my practical until the end but i did not write. huh!!

okey it is week 10 means 4 weeks to go.. aww can wait to end it. okey2x i want to cry when thinking about my practical. my mentor have not observe me but my friends allready twice. oh God i'am so scared. but seems the problem is from me, maybe i don't want to be obseve by my mentor because i am afraid that my performance is not good. God please help me. i'am in trouble, i need a strenght i need a confident...